I wanted to make a journal to say sorry for anyone I hurt in the past. I wasn't the best friend and my mind with clouded with depression and confusion. I wasn't happy with my life and my actions were terrible because I acted on my feelings.

My communication skills definitely need work because I do use lots singe words like "hugs or nuzzles". I will try to communicate better and have more to say.

I also apologize for leaving groups or deleting my picture sometimes on telegram. I guess sometimes I feel terrible and use that to have someone to comfort me. Its wrong and I should tell someone then doing that instead.

I know I need to work on myself more because I don't want to hurt the people I care about it.