So far so good, I am throughly enjoying Confuzzled this year! So many great panels, fellow Furries and events! Going to make early preparations for 2020 at this rate.

Yet for all the Good brings I do wish I could be a little more flexible and relax a bit. For context I have been treating the conference as a place to learn and only that, and much like I did with university I find myself never going off to explore the Confuzzled Furry con lifestyle. Missing great friendships and activities as a result. If talked to directly or engaging in conversation I'm fine, but when it comes time talking to someone out of the blue or taking photos I freeze. Considering every negative possibility is effecting my chances at many wonderful opportunities. I'm feeling disappointed in myself.

At least I have the best roommate I could've possibly had with TechKat this year. Anyway it's getting quite late. I will continue again tomorrow with some stories. Lp