I always have been a person that smiled.... I have seen some very hard times but I think we all do we just handle them differently. Me for a very strange reason I smile, I honestly forget that emotion, I can't care that it happened I do feel sad but it never lasts.... I simply wake up the next day and it's gone, my sorrow my sadnnees it's not there. People have told me that they wish they could do this. I suppose if I was the other way around I would want "peace". To me though I feel "hollow". I just felt like telling about me, this is my oddest trait I would suggest you think what your oddest trait is. I really have been a life long believer in making the world a better place (no I'm not a hippie but I always love charity) and have recently discovered most of that is a lie and have concluded *ahem* "the betterment of the world is an after-effect of the betterment of one's self." I just wanted to say what was on my mind I have been reading a lot Rainer maria Rilke, he's made me relize I need to say what I feel I don't wanna become another person that just exsisted, I want to leave and make an impact on the world somehow and I will do it simple as that.


P.S. thanks if you read this it is pretty long