Have you heard the new doom soundtrack? If you're ever in an ass kicking mood it's the most ass-kicking two hours of heavy metal I've heard in awhile. Its chock full of really cool synthetic effects and orchestration by the composer. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jm932Sqwf5E

I think the first thing someone who explores there fetishes has to do is become okay with being a weirdo. For us in the TF community, and ESPECIALLY in the TG community, there's a point where you either leave it alone, or make the jump- like making an adult FA account or finally paying for a comic. And it takes a certain type of person to make that jump.

And if you're that type of person, there's a good chance you're free spirited and clever in other walks of life, to the extent someone probably thinks you're "special." I suspect almost everyone normal is really just on a spectrum of how good they are at hiding their weirdness. Looking normal is a habit built very deeply into the predominant western and eastern human cultures, and people are relatively good at pulling it off. Just remember that all the people around you who don't seem "special" to you might think the same of you, when in reality you're both incredibly interesting and unique in your own right, you just haven't pierced that barrier of seeing the entirety of the personality, not just the everyday presentation.

Oh god. I said "there" instead of their. Kill me now

I like that. But I'm not free spirited or clever X3. I never graduated from college even my painful stuggle to succeed. I draw porn cause it distracts me.it make me forgets about things for a little while. So does drinking but I know that's bad.

I just feel bad for people who hides their emotions. I don't want to be a trans or anything, but I would love to date one. It just I thonk I'm a limp of shit and etc. I think too much about my existence it drives me crazy X3

I want to say something profound but I can't think of anything x.x

ASRIEL!!!!!!!!!

Here you are, my good sir.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E8KPmQ4bBUI

Keep strong, trust the you that creates, not the you that aches. Life is a beautiful struggle.