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is there a way to punch my anxiety in the face
9 years ago
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I've been having another wonderful time with anxiety! This time it's worrying if people actually like me and wondering if people just tolerate me and don't actually want to talk to me!! People don't seem to like talking to me much anyway, so that just fuels it. It's making me feel so uncomfortable.
It sucks. I'm trying to be more rational, but nah. I'm not worth much, plus I'm annoying and obnoxious, so it's really no surprise people would rather avoid me. But I just feel so alone.
YELLS because I just want to be Okay. But let's just worry about how people see me and wonder if I've upset people without realising and now they don't want to speak to me. That's fine. This is fine.
It sucks. I'm trying to be more rational, but nah. I'm not worth much, plus I'm annoying and obnoxious, so it's really no surprise people would rather avoid me. But I just feel so alone.
YELLS because I just want to be Okay. But let's just worry about how people see me and wonder if I've upset people without realising and now they don't want to speak to me. That's fine. This is fine.
I know it's such a small thing to obsess over... I need to just find a way to calm down, I guess, aha.
I don't get many comments on my art anymore either! Though I might if I actually posted more often.
I apologize I don't comment as much since I got stuff going on IRL mostly(lotsa college stuff), and I get distracted most of the days playing steam games with friends XP
It's okay, I understand that people are busy with other things! It just gets to me sometimes since it's been a very long time since I got regular comments and people chatting in general! But I did post more often, so that might have something to do with it, aha.