Listening to Pandora.com Radio. Bands/Groups related to Jem
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So here we are...back to the same town we were 8 months ago. All I can say about this place is that I hate it still. Everything here is exactly as it was when I left, which means the reasons why I left in the first place, will be the same reasons on why I'm leaving this place again in time...
When Matsi and I had returned here, my family was happy to see us, greeting us with open arms and happy to have Matsi and I back into their lives again in the bay area. I put up the front of me liking it here, but deep down, we yearn to escape this place...to go out and see places, meet new people, enjoy new views, experience new things. Traveling. Going places. When my batty friend and kitty friend drove away that night, after going through the day to drop me off, I couldn't help but shed a tear, knowing it will be a long time before I see my batty and kitty friend for a long time, and knowing that without their support in Humboldt County I wouldn't have gotten far without them, and because of their support and friendship I have definitely have grown ever since meeting them in person and learning many things about Humboldt County that made it more enjoyable because of their experience and knowledge there. I miss them alot, I really do...we miss Humboldt County alot too...
After a couple days have passed, and after being lethargic for some time, along with Matsi, we started to come back in our senses and have a sense of reality again. When we had first arrived, it felt so surreal that both of us are back to where we never wanted to come back to that it was just hard to accept again, but we got back up and accepted it. Matsi is her happy self again, and I am doing very well. It took some time to establish internet here at my aunts, during the first week of my stay here, but after alot of configuring we got it done and now we have net again. For the whole house *wags*
As for a job, I was able to get my vet clinic job back again, and everyone there was shocked and happy to see me, enough to shed tears and welcome me back with open arms (my relationship with my coworkers is close enough to call them family members, we all get along that well), and so now that a place is secured to live in with Matsi and a job has been secured, I am definitely set for some time. During my stay here though problems had arisen between old friends and we're fixing it now, but it just shows how much I've changed compared to my friends who haven't.
I came back a new and better person, but since Ive changed, some of my friends are just not accepting it and they want the old me back, but too bad for them...they want something they know isn't coming back. In any case though, and in time, things will definitely work out.
So as of now, I'm just working it up, saving up money, spending my spare time with Matsi and woofing with my friends, that I know time will go by quickly for my future plans to take place. After 6 months, I know change will occur, and seeing how its my birthday month, I know I'll definitely get my birthday wish this year *winks* (for those who know *chuckles*)
Anyways, I know this isnt as in-depth as my previous 'speculation' journal, but I'm just not that deep in mind atm...but I felt like I needed to type this out now to get it out of the way.

Thanks again all for taking the time to read my journals and I wish all of us the best of luck with our futures *wags*

~Wolfrunner and Matsi