So, since my Marriage is completely over, and my life is falling apart. I decided to step forward and make a change in my life that will help turn me into a better person... I'm going to Join The Marines. Its the hardest decision I've ever made, but I'm still young enough to make it a good choice for my future. I hope I can make things better for my family, and take the step of bringing my children to live with me when I am stable enough to. Who knows, but for right now, I will take the first step in the right direction.