Ruminations on my first fetish
12 years ago
General
This first thing that I ever really identified as a "fetish" that I have is breast expansion. It wasn't actually the first fetish that I picked up, but it was the first one that was clearly a fetish to me. Since then, it has expanded (ha ha) into the full BE spectrum, but I'd like to concentrate on just the breasts for a moment due to a realization I had a few years back, but that I've been dwelling on a bit as I begin to analyze why I like what I like.
Though the number of people I've dated and/or had sex with numbers under ten, I've had the chance to experience a wide variety of body types and personalities. Shy New Englanders, a spicy latina, a savage goth wolf lady (my first full exposure to this community), and an abundantly ample punk chick to name a few. There was even a transexual and one instance of a non-physical male relationship, but I'm getting off subject.
From an analytic standpoint, the difference between my preferences for breast in porn vs my preference's in real life are interesting. In porn (be it drawn or filmed), I love the idea of truly massive tits that even prevent their bearer from standing up. In reality, however, experience has taught me that there's a certain size limit where they just become too cumbersome to have much fun with, not to mention the accompanying medical problems that having so much weight on the upper torso brings.
Anthropologically, this disparity probably leads back to my much deeper drive to be a breeder, as a robust chest, wide hips, and round belly have been worshiped in motherly figures since the dawn of time. However, it still amuses me that the kind of porn I love does it for me, despite practical experience telling me that it is less fun when they get too big. It also has me wondering where this fetish and others originate for other people.
I wonder if I could do a study...
Though the number of people I've dated and/or had sex with numbers under ten, I've had the chance to experience a wide variety of body types and personalities. Shy New Englanders, a spicy latina, a savage goth wolf lady (my first full exposure to this community), and an abundantly ample punk chick to name a few. There was even a transexual and one instance of a non-physical male relationship, but I'm getting off subject.
From an analytic standpoint, the difference between my preferences for breast in porn vs my preference's in real life are interesting. In porn (be it drawn or filmed), I love the idea of truly massive tits that even prevent their bearer from standing up. In reality, however, experience has taught me that there's a certain size limit where they just become too cumbersome to have much fun with, not to mention the accompanying medical problems that having so much weight on the upper torso brings.
Anthropologically, this disparity probably leads back to my much deeper drive to be a breeder, as a robust chest, wide hips, and round belly have been worshiped in motherly figures since the dawn of time. However, it still amuses me that the kind of porn I love does it for me, despite practical experience telling me that it is less fun when they get too big. It also has me wondering where this fetish and others originate for other people.
I wonder if I could do a study...
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