So since the initial university thing didn't work out, and I got a tonne of rejections, I instead opted to join the Airforce (for the smallest possible time [4 years]). This will provide me with an apartment/house after finishing basic training. I will get good insurance, cost of living allowance, great education benefits, a G.I. Bill, and a solid paycheck. I do not yet know what exactly my job will be or where I will be stationed, but I am going to try to move to Fairchild AFB or Lewis/McChord in Washington State, which will allow me and my partner in crime to be able to get a place together. I will finally be able to get a good desktop computer, buy my own candy and junk food, spend more money on hobbies and jank, and of course, most importantly, share a bed and abode with my lovely boyfriend.

Even though it is not what I planned to do initially, this option is amazing, and I am excited at the prospect of finally being able to live with the love of my life, which is my ultimate goal anyways.

It will take a couple of months, although it is looking to be less than I had originally anticipated, and I am sad that I can't see my king graduate, but I am working on making a great care package for him as a graduation present, and for my birthday. He has done amazing things for me, and If it were not for him and his amazing support, I would not be around to celebrate my 19th birthday. So because of that, I am sending him things, instead of the other way around. I am truly thankful, and truly lucky to have such a mindblowingly incredible, patient, thoughtful, intelligent, and handsome boyfriend, and I will do everything in my power to keep him happy. The possibility of spending my life with him is now, more than ever within arms reach, and I am more than ecstatic at that outlook.

Thank you for always being there, and for watching out for me. I love you more than anything, and I owe so much to you. You truly are my king. <3