Trying to Prove A Point
20 years ago
General
I want everyone to read this journal, because right now, I'm starting to get the hint that I'm screwing up somewhere in the artistic world and everyone is keeping that mistake away from me. And the more that particular mistake is kept away, the more I'm going to push myself towards giving up everything that I enjoy doing.
Right now, I starting to get a negative vibe around the artists in this place, espeically when it's concerning about my colorizations. To the majority out there, you think I that I'm just some wanna-be artist who thinks he can cheat his way up to the ranks by coloring picture from other artists, and annoy the hell out of them by bugging them with requests relating to porn. Well, before you throw that rude rumor onto my back, let me clear things up for you:
First: DON'T CALL ME A GODDAMN ARTIST!!! Seriously: You have no idea how insulting that is to me when you call me that! If you haven't noticed lately, I am a COLORIST. I only color artwork, and that's the only thing that I deserve to be called. So unless I can prove that I have the ability to draw (and the ones in my scrap section DOES NOT count as actual drawings), please don't call me an artist!
Second: I put a good amount of effort on almost all of my works, but it seems that you want to see artists that are considered "Gods" in the artistic world. For one, that brings a good amount of shame to many other artists that are trying to prove a point in FA, DevART, SheezyART, or any other site that allows artworks. And second: it builds unwanted competition, flame wars, and all other non-sense that should not be occuring from any one at any of these sites mentioned.
I may not be the best colorist as everyone expected to be, but at least I try my best in that area. So for once, stop treating I'm another retarded noob who slaps colors on a picture and calls it "art". And you still have problems with me for what I do, feel free to IM me instead of spreading crude rumors about me and my works!
Thank you.
Right now, I starting to get a negative vibe around the artists in this place, espeically when it's concerning about my colorizations. To the majority out there, you think I that I'm just some wanna-be artist who thinks he can cheat his way up to the ranks by coloring picture from other artists, and annoy the hell out of them by bugging them with requests relating to porn. Well, before you throw that rude rumor onto my back, let me clear things up for you:
First: DON'T CALL ME A GODDAMN ARTIST!!! Seriously: You have no idea how insulting that is to me when you call me that! If you haven't noticed lately, I am a COLORIST. I only color artwork, and that's the only thing that I deserve to be called. So unless I can prove that I have the ability to draw (and the ones in my scrap section DOES NOT count as actual drawings), please don't call me an artist!
Second: I put a good amount of effort on almost all of my works, but it seems that you want to see artists that are considered "Gods" in the artistic world. For one, that brings a good amount of shame to many other artists that are trying to prove a point in FA, DevART, SheezyART, or any other site that allows artworks. And second: it builds unwanted competition, flame wars, and all other non-sense that should not be occuring from any one at any of these sites mentioned.
I may not be the best colorist as everyone expected to be, but at least I try my best in that area. So for once, stop treating I'm another retarded noob who slaps colors on a picture and calls it "art". And you still have problems with me for what I do, feel free to IM me instead of spreading crude rumors about me and my works!
Thank you.
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btw, do you do trades or similar?
I mean most of my art doesnt have color and sometimes im too lazy or too busy to toss color :O
In any case, I consider you to be an excellent colorist, your only problem is your fragile emotions! Stop worrying and start living, dude.
Sorry if I sound harsh today, just consider this tough love.
HB
maby this is just a little self serving but maby if you had a project that you could belive in and influance insted of just coloring what ppl hand you just maby it somthing thas going to help improve yorus self esteem.
Hey you may not belive this but your ploddy contrebuted lots to the fandom, ppl allread knowwho you are and talk of you with respect.
i notest your made some caracters of your own , thas fantastic and i find Seline a very creative caracter .