If you were closer, I'd give you a hug.
E-hug! *hug*

awwww but your art is not poitnless :O i love your art and you *hug*
i wish i could comfert you and make you feel better !!

You seem to act as if art is done against your will rather than as a hobby for fun, I even have to admit a lot of the people who may be met upon FurAffinity can often be hostile when it comes to free art, requests among them, often making you feel that it is unrewarding, commissions are quite alike only that you receive payment and you have to feel it is done for fun and not as a job, which a lot of artists try to do, do not feel that you are alone in how you feel.

It will likely blow over, hopefully sooner than later, but sometimes you just have to sit back and think that some days will be bland or boring, as if nothing is or will happen, try to look on the brighter side and hopefully it might help, and I only wish you the best, coming from somebody who has all too often felt in some ways similar.