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Only so much this batty can take :(
12 years ago
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•I can take a careless person knocking me off Babby leaving me for dead,
•I can take being used while recovering from a head injury,
•I can take being ditched on my Dads anniversay
•I can take my name being dragged through the dirt
•I can take I failed at my marriage and being blamed by both ex's it was all my fault
•I can take a pathetic jealously over who I went with to say goodbye to Uncle Wookie at the chapel of rest
•I can take having to have an adopted family take me as one of their own in because I had no one
•I can handle being told Im a waste of time and will never amount to anything
What I can not take in are items very very precious to me that I gifted to someone in a lot of trust and good faith to be discarded as "meaningless metal" knowing their emotional importance to me.
I am beyond words and tears nothing can explain or even start to describe what I am feeling.
I am so glad my father isnt around to see me because seeing me in so much pain broke his heart, Im glad Uncle Wookie is at peace because knowing I was hurt made him worry about me.
I can forgive so much but I forget nothing!!
•I can take being used while recovering from a head injury,
•I can take being ditched on my Dads anniversay
•I can take my name being dragged through the dirt
•I can take I failed at my marriage and being blamed by both ex's it was all my fault
•I can take a pathetic jealously over who I went with to say goodbye to Uncle Wookie at the chapel of rest
•I can take having to have an adopted family take me as one of their own in because I had no one
•I can handle being told Im a waste of time and will never amount to anything
What I can not take in are items very very precious to me that I gifted to someone in a lot of trust and good faith to be discarded as "meaningless metal" knowing their emotional importance to me.
I am beyond words and tears nothing can explain or even start to describe what I am feeling.
I am so glad my father isnt around to see me because seeing me in so much pain broke his heart, Im glad Uncle Wookie is at peace because knowing I was hurt made him worry about me.
I can forgive so much but I forget nothing!!
That's what hurts the most.
It's why I, for example, don't upload my special artwork to FA, because to others, it'd just be something to look at or, in the case of adult stuff, something to fap to and forget. It's worth more than that. Same story with a lot of my music.
No idea how I can actually help, just being understanding of it doesn't really do much. Sorry.