blah... i feel like crap... its to the point where i dont want to draw, but i force myself too anyway. it keeps me as sane i can be... yes i have lost my sanity along time ago... i just got shit on my mind and i really need to get it out somehow but i dont know how... i mean i've tried talking to someone about it but it only ended up in a fight... maybe im just no good in life... maybe my life's worth did end at my birth... oh well, disregard the last two statements, i just had to get that out... well enough for now... *walks away*