recently something was brought to my attention. i lost someone close to me. as much as i would like to make an excuse and explain it all away, and i do have a very good one. i wont. it is my fault. i am two faced. if you tell me something i wont keep it a secret. well, in some circumstances i will. like "i have a weird fetish" or "i have an akward scar" this is can keep to myself. but if you tell me you hate someone then i'm going to tell that person, and i'm going to help them regain your freindship. i have my reasons. if that's a problem for people, then i cant help that. i wont change that till someone can prove to me that it does more bad than good.

...actually, i say that, but i'd thow away any old habit or stop any action right now to get her back. but it's to late. at this point, the only way she's coming back to me is if she breaks up with him, and i dont want that. he makes her happy. that's all i want in the end, her to be happy.

so i drew some vent art. i think i'll post it now. hope it doesnt seem TO passive agressive.