Obsidian Fox has an interesting journal piece out... 10 days worth of confessions. The one thing that really stood out to me was the part about being needy. That part of me has probably screwed up more good things than anything else. I wish I was more secure about the affection of others, but I'm not. I need someone special to make me feel special, and I need to do that for others, as well. Even at this age, I still discover things all the time. Some things I wish I discovered earlier in life. I might have kept those dearest to me, and they may have wanted to stay close.