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12 years ago
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So its 1am and I'm wide awake, in more than one way. I finished my first full semester at College last May. For whatever reason I have been in a funk for the last month.
I've had my suit from
ByCats4Cats for almost a month but I had no desire to try it on. I was falling into a weird depression the likes of which I have never experienced. I was visited by a friend, 
Bigphin last week and his visit helped me a lot. I have pulled a lot of strength from him getting back into college and all.
I waited until today to look at my grades, I was terrified they would look bad. I was shocked to see they did not. I'm noticing a disturbing lack of self confidence but that's another story.
The last month in my funk I was questioning everything, Did I make the right choice moving to CA? Did I make the right choice going back to school? Did I make the right choice spending a large sum of money on a suit. All of the sudden, all in one day, the answer was YES.
I've also been getting more and more into the fur scene here in the Bay Area. I joined BAARF, a Bay Area Radio group for Furs.
Just a weird moment when all is right after so many questions. Whatever, i'm rambling.
I've had my suit from
ByCats4Cats for almost a month but I had no desire to try it on. I was falling into a weird depression the likes of which I have never experienced. I was visited by a friend, 
Bigphin last week and his visit helped me a lot. I have pulled a lot of strength from him getting back into college and all. I waited until today to look at my grades, I was terrified they would look bad. I was shocked to see they did not. I'm noticing a disturbing lack of self confidence but that's another story.
The last month in my funk I was questioning everything, Did I make the right choice moving to CA? Did I make the right choice going back to school? Did I make the right choice spending a large sum of money on a suit. All of the sudden, all in one day, the answer was YES.
I've also been getting more and more into the fur scene here in the Bay Area. I joined BAARF, a Bay Area Radio group for Furs.
Just a weird moment when all is right after so many questions. Whatever, i'm rambling.
ekanssssssssss
~ekanssssssssss
kinda makes me wish i was closer <3 cuz im sure we would hang and talk about so many things XD
Inari
~inari
*hugs* Its good to know that you're finally starting to climb out of the rut and feel better about yourself. Don't doubt yourself kitty, I think you're off to a great start and things will work out splendidly. :3
hotrodwolf
~hotrodwolf
Hey good to hear things are improving for you.
thundercats
~thundercats
OP
It was really just a cloudy month after school. I've been here in CA for two and a half years and its been a constant change, more of an evolution. I've grown more in the last two and a half years than at any other time in my life, esp being back in school. Lost more hair too.
hotrodwolf
~hotrodwolf
Hehe well sounds all good except for the hair part but then i can relate with you on that. *feels the wind blow over the top of my head*
