still getting used to life at college. so far i'm having a good time and have been free and more free than i have been in a long time. but i still feel depressed every once and a while. my mom have expressed that she doesn't think i'll make in my major. she keeps listening to her boss and now thinks i can't find a job ever. i'm going to get a minor in something like journalism or commercial art or something. that and i don't think she accepts my bisexuality. when i try to talk her about it, she freaks out and starts talking like i have a disgusting disease. it pisses me off so i end the conversation quickly.

and i'm in love with someone who won't love me back the same way i love her... i want her to be happy even though i know it will never be with me. i haven't even told my close friend in fear of her hearing about it. it sucks and hurts so much.

i don't want to sound emo but i needed to say something about the things going on. nice to get it out, y'know? later, toonsters