Yes.
Because they are a part of my life.

Pretty much that, yeah.

I don't really care what the general population thinks about me and what i do. Screw them! But my friends and the people that share my life... Its important to me what they think.

i have several in mind but mainly one of them has the highest amount.

mainly for the fact that they keep everything to themselves and only communicate with third party. if there is any trouble, worry, improvments, anything really its strictly third party help and not even the person who has been closest, i.e. me. not only do they keep things to themselves, but when there HAS to be a conversation i ALWAYS have to start the conversation, doesnt matter how or when, but i have to be the one to start talking to get a reply a few hours - a few days late.

in summary, keeping things bottled up, finding third-party source for help [meaning the whole "holding hands" thing], and saying they are sociable but cant bother messaging a simple "hi" to start a conversation. Those and maybe a bit more may disappointment a lot...

"Is there anyone like that for you (you don't have to say who)?" Oh, most DEFINITELY!!


"Why do you think these individuals affect you so (again, no need for details)?" I always strive to be & give my best! And for someone I care for & respect to say that I have disappointed them sends a message to me saying "You're best is not good enough". It's a crushing blow to me.

BUT, I will say, after I have my personal pity party, I try to evaluate WHY I disappointed them so that I can improve.

*hugs* you're always an A+ in my book

Yeah, there's people that have that effect on me. I couldn't give specifics without really drawing it out in a long reply but the short answer is "Because their opinions matter a lot to me."

yes. because I look up to them very much.