Something that upsets me. Someone randomly said they wanted their mate to come down to visit them for the first time in a journal... and asked for people to fund it. This couple had not been together even a week, if 3 days at a max. Yet within 18 hours "OMG HE CAN COME THANKZ FOR YOUR MONIES" ...ive been trying to save for over 5 months, to visit my mate... and ive nothing to show for it. SOMETHING has to come up and bite me in the ass. i dont even know what to say anymore.

Not to mention he cant come here, due to his mother being extremely overprotective, even though hes old enough to make his own decisions. Which means its probably up to me to come up to new york... i'd kill to visit him. but.... end of rant.