The Night before I left for MI I felt just like this... I heard this for the first time today driving home from work... I started to cry, thinking of what great times me and Keyomi had spent with each other.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dzltJdMfux0

It's hard to think that 6 years have passed and time is moving so fast. I have a plan for my life, executing it and doing it right is going to take time but I will get past this. I'll always miss California and the life I had. I look back and can only hope that I can feel the same here as I did in SoCal.

I Know some of my friends wont understand and others will. Keyomi needs her space and showed that by blocking me from everything including her phone. I understand and wish her the best even if it's not what I would like for her.

I hope someday again we can share an embracing hug that only her and I know, but for now this quote is something that feels right to me, I loved to watch this movie with Keyomi and is from the Movie - The Notebook

"My Dearest Allie. I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I'll be seeing you. Noah"