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Depressing...
19 years ago
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And so it begins....
today i was reading over my past blog entries on xanga.com and i realized how angry and sad i really am. it hurts because i thought that i was getting better with things and that yesterday's set-back was only that and nothing more... but i now realize that i am still falling into an abyss of chaos and pain. my personal hell is becoming my reality very quickly. and as much as im fighting to control my life, its getting to be like a greek tradgey. as im typing this, im listening to a song that fit this journal entry perfectly. it's called "Ground Zero Funk" from the Tekken 5 OST. the reason why it fits this journal entry, well atleast to me it does, is because it gives you a sense of falling into an abyss. a sense of tumbling downward, trying to spread your wings to save yourself from falling, but cant. maybe i'll post the song on here one off these days... i dont know yet... well enough for now...
Try listening to something with a more positive tone. If I knew what kind of music you like, I could make a more specific recommendation. For now, I'm going to suggest "Dawn Over a New World" by DragonForce.
BTW, posting a song to FA that you don't own the copyright to is against the Terms of Service, so don't try to put that song up here. You could probably link to an off-site source safely, though.
As for the music, I'm the same way. There's not one specific genre I like; I go on a song-by-song basis. I've found something from every genre that I like--well, except maybe classical, although I don't really dislike classical, either.
DragonForce is a UK-based Power Metal band that I like mainly because they don't do any of that screaming-into-the-microphone crap that makes your ears explode. The song I recommended, "Dawn Over a New World" is one of their songs that actually strikes me as "not-quite-Metal", and is actually very uplifting in its general tone (which is part of the reason I like it).