I dont really care at this point if anyone reads this, i just need this to be tossed out there.


My mother is a royal cunt... i literally do everything in the house while she sits on her ass... she doesnt make my sisters do anything, not even clean up their own messes. I HAVE TO DO THAT APPARENTLY. THEIR MESSES ARE MY MESSES AND ITS MY JOB TO CLEAN UP AFTER THEM... she tells me either i do that or move out. I cant move out if she blocks every attempt that i try to get a job so i can get that money. I even had a job interview scheduled this thursday... or is it last thursday now... i dont even fucking know. I told her this a week ahead of time if she would drive me. I even recorded the audio. Then she claims i never told her and when I played back the audio she claims that i spliced her words... the fuck? I even had my first suicidal thought today... im not stupid enough to try to do something like that but it scared the crap out of me that i would think that way.

Im sick and tired of this and i wish this would end.