>.<

Got it bad and crushing hard on a very sweet, talented, smart and sexy girl. There is no real logic or reason behind it I have no idea if it is wise to pursue a relationship, all I know is that I cannot get her off my mind and the thought her makes my heart race and head feel light. In some sense I feel like she is a kindred spirit, but having known what she has and is going through and I do not want to be a disruption in her life, to be distraction from the hard work she is putting into better her life.

I want to keep getting to know her, to keep getting closer and for now I just want to be a good friend. If anything more comes from it, it will happen on its own and naturally, as it should be. There are no expectations and I feel like I would be okay if all we ever are is friends, just that I know I like her a lot and feelings are growing. At least I have let her know how I feel and she has not pushed me away, so that is good at least. ^_^