My life has officially made a turn for the worse, but I'm hoping that it goes in the right direction from here. My mother is an alcoholic, and she's decided that she will not go to rehab, and she will continue drinking. I have a feeling something bad will happen in the next few years, and it will possibly end in her death. I , quite frankly, don't even care anymore. She's caused me enough grief throughout the last years of my life that I refuse to live with her.
After we come back from the states, we will begin to live apart. I live in the south of tenerife, and I may have to move to the north, if there is no possibility to continue doing business with my mother. Life, from there on, will be extremely difficult, and the free time I have at the weekends will turn non-existent. I will have to help my father at his shop, and I will have to do hard work. I will have to move schools again, and we will lose 861 euros (around 950 $) from the deposit money for not giving them prior notice that I will leave. I may have to break more friends hearts, and once again, I will have to do the gruelling task of making new friends and meeting new teachers.
I hope my mother is happy with the huge mess she has created, especially at the two hardest years of my life.

I actually want to go and move in with my sister in Dubai now, and cut any ties that i may have with mom. I'll continue to keep in touch with my dad since he's the only parent who actually cares about me.

As such, my activity will either do two things, it will go up, to get more clients and get some sort of money to help out my father, and to get a job in the art industry as fast as possible, or it will diminish, and the updates will be few and far apart with me having to help my father at his shop and studying.

I do not know what will happen, but I hope that this bad fall will take me in the right direction.


(I'll be opening commisions as soon as possible on  CatsDesire when I've done the freebies)