Just another day...
14 years ago
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You have entered Da Blitz Arena... :D What it do my arena goers? Blitzy wants to lay some truth about himself in this here journal and he's calling it:
TRUTH TIME
Subject: Holidays
Holidays... All holidays are just another day to me. They are just another blank day waiting for torment and strife. What's the reason to be happy on these days? Valentines Day, Thanksgiving, Christmas. All just another day that's just passing through our lives w/out a second thought. What's the point in celebrating these 'joyous occasions'?
Why I ask these questions? Simple. I have no reason to be happy on any day of the year. Not Xmas. Not Thanxgiving. Especially V-Day. I can barely pretend to be happy on my own BDay or that I live to c another day. They are just...days, days stacked on days & more incoming. Days awaiting an end to start a new beginning. To me, days end when there is reason to be happy and moving forward. Only then will an actual beginning occur.
I'm currently still waiting for my nightmare to end so I can finally get a new beginning. Until then, I can never be happy on ANY holiday, especially V-Day and my BDay. I shall forever be encaged in the days of eternal nightmare...
Blitzy~
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