for wanting someone all to myself? . . . . I just don't understand what a good guy's suppose to do when he finds a cute looking guy that seems interesting. It's like all I want to do is talk his ear off because literally, he seems interesting let alone he's cute as can be. Yet, like so many people on here, he's soo in tune with the FA community and any comments he makes that involves him and others and their interests towards him just makes me crazy. Like it's a competition and I hate that! I don't understand why boys should be a competition. I talked to him a little bit and he seemed chill around me and he knows i think he's attractive, but I don't think he takes me seriously or even anyone else on here. I mean i don't want to say i'm jealous but maybe I am a bit. Overall hands down, he lives very far away but still, i've done long distance before and Idk, isn't everyone always looking for the right person. haha it's not like any of this i'm writing is a lie. Sure it maybe bullshit but I kinda wish I could have a chance. I kinda wish that he would comment me and be interest and be like that little puppy that nudges and nudges and nudges until ur left no opinion but to go and do it. IIIIIII Do that all the time though, no one ever does that 2 me. . . . W/e I probably sound really selfish right now but still, a guy can dream and think about my arms around him, caressing and holding him as I listen to his words free flow. Still what I never see is someone just coming out and saying "I like u" then the person they like actually liking them back and taking them in. It's always EEEEWWWW or I'll call u or SSSSIIIILLLLEEEENNNNCCCEEE . . . wtf. eh whatever, take it for what it's worth, wonder if anyone will repply. maybe he will haha