Random Stuff
19 years ago
General
This is gonna be a mess. I can't be arsed composing this into a neat thing. Too much crap on my mind.
So. I've been like, anti-social lately because I'm having medical problems. Long story short, when I'm actually concious, I'm either pissed, tired, depressed, all three at once, or too busy trying to spend time with my mates to give a fuck otherwise.
On the few sporadic occasions I've been social, I'd like to say thanks to my loved ones, not just Fur and Shim- Era, Mat, Bijoux, Hoshi (even though you dont come here), thanks guys. You've kept me in one piece when my loves aren't around, and that's not easy.
To the few artists around I've contacted about/discussed with the possibility of comissions; keep the info in your back pocket. I have to sort out some things before I go ahead with comissions. Prioritizing and all that.
If anyone's been considering doing a gift pic for me or something, or just generally drawing one of my characters- note me about it. I could use the cheering up, but I'm not begging.
I've been building my home on my land in SL. The building is finished- just sorting out the last of the furnishings. But I'm not about to tell you where it is, heh. I know some folks have been looking for me on there, so here's the deal; I'm not actually on /that/ much. Whenever I have nothing better do- or when I think of something to do. Still, if you're really determined to find me, it's not hard. For that matter, I put my SL name on my userpage.
I haven't been playing much Horizons at all.
I'm reconsidering trying out WoW again..dunno.
I found my UT2k4 dvd. But I'm yet to bother playing it.
That brings me to a random mini-rant. I checked it the other day, moved all my games into one core folder, and tallied it up. I have about 70GB worth of games on my system. I play maybe two of them with any frequency. Makes you wonder just how much crap you have on your computer that's only there because you /think/ you want it there, when in actuality there's absalutely no reason to it.
Oh. The Dev-based LGD "Devyl" is still going to be coming out...we got sidetracked. The referrence material is actually just about done, just a few bits left. Probably finish it up in the next few days.
I've cooked up three new characters in the last..two weeks-ish. Totally bizarre for me. One of them was a fad though. Arts of the other two might pop up now and then. One definetly - my skunk, Kaesey.
It sounds so emo, but I keep waking up..and my first thought is wondering why I bothered to wake up. 'course then I immediately think of Fur and Shim and that's that fixed.
Dunno what I'd do without my loves. Well..no, I do. It's just too dramarama to speak of.
All my love to my Fur and Shimmy.
So. I've been like, anti-social lately because I'm having medical problems. Long story short, when I'm actually concious, I'm either pissed, tired, depressed, all three at once, or too busy trying to spend time with my mates to give a fuck otherwise.
On the few sporadic occasions I've been social, I'd like to say thanks to my loved ones, not just Fur and Shim- Era, Mat, Bijoux, Hoshi (even though you dont come here), thanks guys. You've kept me in one piece when my loves aren't around, and that's not easy.
To the few artists around I've contacted about/discussed with the possibility of comissions; keep the info in your back pocket. I have to sort out some things before I go ahead with comissions. Prioritizing and all that.
If anyone's been considering doing a gift pic for me or something, or just generally drawing one of my characters- note me about it. I could use the cheering up, but I'm not begging.
I've been building my home on my land in SL. The building is finished- just sorting out the last of the furnishings. But I'm not about to tell you where it is, heh. I know some folks have been looking for me on there, so here's the deal; I'm not actually on /that/ much. Whenever I have nothing better do- or when I think of something to do. Still, if you're really determined to find me, it's not hard. For that matter, I put my SL name on my userpage.
I haven't been playing much Horizons at all.
I'm reconsidering trying out WoW again..dunno.
I found my UT2k4 dvd. But I'm yet to bother playing it.
That brings me to a random mini-rant. I checked it the other day, moved all my games into one core folder, and tallied it up. I have about 70GB worth of games on my system. I play maybe two of them with any frequency. Makes you wonder just how much crap you have on your computer that's only there because you /think/ you want it there, when in actuality there's absalutely no reason to it.
Oh. The Dev-based LGD "Devyl" is still going to be coming out...we got sidetracked. The referrence material is actually just about done, just a few bits left. Probably finish it up in the next few days.
I've cooked up three new characters in the last..two weeks-ish. Totally bizarre for me. One of them was a fad though. Arts of the other two might pop up now and then. One definetly - my skunk, Kaesey.
It sounds so emo, but I keep waking up..and my first thought is wondering why I bothered to wake up. 'course then I immediately think of Fur and Shim and that's that fixed.
Dunno what I'd do without my loves. Well..no, I do. It's just too dramarama to speak of.
All my love to my Fur and Shimmy.
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hope things get better for you Dev.
I know all too well what it's like to not know why to continue living. I lack any mates or friends of that closeness. Having an incredible apathy for life, the best reason I can come up with for continuing, is that not continuing is too much trouble.
So, for what it's worth, I hope you feel better soon.
On a less dreary note... 70GB? o.O
wow... I don't think I've played enough games in my life to equal that amount.
As for just stuff in general that doesn't necessarily need to be on HDD, you're not alone, and you're certainly not the worst at it... take my system for example...
only 40GB actually *needs* to be there...
perhaps maybe 5% of the other 1.3TB is actually used on rare occasion. <_<;