Amusing muse!
16 years ago
General
(Haah, sorry Dee, but it HAS been over a week since my last update! XD)
Err, I guess some more IRL updates first?
I got to go back to work for a WHOLE 7 hours before contracting some awful virus. Dx My doctor thinks it's a combination of A.) Stupid sick people from my work D:, B.) I'm just worn out after being stuck in bed for like, 5-7 weeks and C.) I'm no longer on antibiotics! Tho, I'm on... 4 medications right now, but those are for other things. X3
So with the virus, I can't talk too well right now (I can sort of, but it hurts a LOT), my tonsils are swollen like woooaaah, I get dizzy/weak easily and uhh, yeah. FUCKING FUN. My doctor has even mentioned me getting my tonsils removed, cause they're kinda massive anyways, and they seem to get infected pretty easily. >_> And oh yeah! I need to get blood work done soon to see wtf is on the go with my thyroids. It could explain a lot of things I have wrong with me right now, none of which are mentioned above, nor will I mention them; They're gross and personal, thanks. XD
Sadly, all this sickness and lack of work right now means I maaay have to miss out on the Pokemon themed meet up next week end. How lame! >_<;;;
Uhm, with regards to work tho, I've pretty much decided that I'm only gonna work for May, maybe a week in June and then I'm gone! I've been promised a job during the summer, which rocks! It's a SWASP (Student Work and Service Program) funded job, meaning that while I'm not eligible in the slightest for finical aid for school, this program guarentes you 320 hours of work (Eight 40 hour work weeks) and I'll be getting 175$ a week, and 175$ will be saved in a temporary account for me, which I'll have access to ONLY for school at the end of the two months! This works out GREAT for me, since by the end of it I'll have gotten 1,400$ for school saved, and that's just what I need! I'm so pleased, hurr hurr~
I am still single, but to be honest, not looking! It's a nice change to be me by myself, and while I do miss having someone to be "intimate" (Never really one for sex anyways >_>) I do know that I have a bunch of AMAZING friends I can lean on if I ever need. Thank you so much you guys! <333
As you can see, I've been drawing people again! I think I've improved like WOAH on body and slight foreshortening, which I'm really proud of myself for. X3 I still need to like, make myself practice eyes, but ahh, what odds for now.
And as for the title of this journal... My muse is back! I'm actually roleplaying with c0l0rful---pantiies right now, and still sorting out some things for a roleplay with Bolt and gonna help Maxx revive Org. Luce! ( http://orgluce.proboards.com/index.cgi ) which will be a BLAST, I miss being Xigbar! XD If anyone is ever up for a roleplay, hit me up! I love all sorts of genres to fully original to canon and OCs~ And different time periods are love too XD <333 I do onexone or in groups/on sites, so don't hesitate to send me a link! ;D
AND! I'm working on another fic! My gangster one is kinda dead (Bai bai Mr. Gangster Muse, it was fun!) so I've been working on an AkuDemy one instead! AU, and very Fight Club inspired~ SugarBeatAngel has been AWESOME with helping me flesh it out, from listening to my random ramblings about some vague plot, to helping me figure out what I'm actually doing. (For those of you who haven't read her stuff, please do so! It's all really original and just... Love! She's literally my favorite fanfic writer, tied up there with Maxx XD Links to both are here; Sugar's: http://www.fanfiction.net/u/814078/SugarBeatAngel and Maxx's: http://www.fanfiction.net/u/1574696/Kit_London so please check them out!) I really do appreciate it, since normally my issue really is not going off on a tangent in my fics. X3;
Uhh, I think that's all for now! I may update this is I remember anything else... XD
Ciao~ xoxo <3
Err, I guess some more IRL updates first?
I got to go back to work for a WHOLE 7 hours before contracting some awful virus. Dx My doctor thinks it's a combination of A.) Stupid sick people from my work D:, B.) I'm just worn out after being stuck in bed for like, 5-7 weeks and C.) I'm no longer on antibiotics! Tho, I'm on... 4 medications right now, but those are for other things. X3
So with the virus, I can't talk too well right now (I can sort of, but it hurts a LOT), my tonsils are swollen like woooaaah, I get dizzy/weak easily and uhh, yeah. FUCKING FUN. My doctor has even mentioned me getting my tonsils removed, cause they're kinda massive anyways, and they seem to get infected pretty easily. >_> And oh yeah! I need to get blood work done soon to see wtf is on the go with my thyroids. It could explain a lot of things I have wrong with me right now, none of which are mentioned above, nor will I mention them; They're gross and personal, thanks. XD
Sadly, all this sickness and lack of work right now means I maaay have to miss out on the Pokemon themed meet up next week end. How lame! >_<;;;
Uhm, with regards to work tho, I've pretty much decided that I'm only gonna work for May, maybe a week in June and then I'm gone! I've been promised a job during the summer, which rocks! It's a SWASP (Student Work and Service Program) funded job, meaning that while I'm not eligible in the slightest for finical aid for school, this program guarentes you 320 hours of work (Eight 40 hour work weeks) and I'll be getting 175$ a week, and 175$ will be saved in a temporary account for me, which I'll have access to ONLY for school at the end of the two months! This works out GREAT for me, since by the end of it I'll have gotten 1,400$ for school saved, and that's just what I need! I'm so pleased, hurr hurr~
I am still single, but to be honest, not looking! It's a nice change to be me by myself, and while I do miss having someone to be "intimate" (Never really one for sex anyways >_>) I do know that I have a bunch of AMAZING friends I can lean on if I ever need. Thank you so much you guys! <333
As you can see, I've been drawing people again! I think I've improved like WOAH on body and slight foreshortening, which I'm really proud of myself for. X3 I still need to like, make myself practice eyes, but ahh, what odds for now.
And as for the title of this journal... My muse is back! I'm actually roleplaying with c0l0rful---pantiies right now, and still sorting out some things for a roleplay with Bolt and gonna help Maxx revive Org. Luce! ( http://orgluce.proboards.com/index.cgi ) which will be a BLAST, I miss being Xigbar! XD If anyone is ever up for a roleplay, hit me up! I love all sorts of genres to fully original to canon and OCs~ And different time periods are love too XD <333 I do onexone or in groups/on sites, so don't hesitate to send me a link! ;D
AND! I'm working on another fic! My gangster one is kinda dead (Bai bai Mr. Gangster Muse, it was fun!) so I've been working on an AkuDemy one instead! AU, and very Fight Club inspired~ SugarBeatAngel has been AWESOME with helping me flesh it out, from listening to my random ramblings about some vague plot, to helping me figure out what I'm actually doing. (For those of you who haven't read her stuff, please do so! It's all really original and just... Love! She's literally my favorite fanfic writer, tied up there with Maxx XD Links to both are here; Sugar's: http://www.fanfiction.net/u/814078/SugarBeatAngel and Maxx's: http://www.fanfiction.net/u/1574696/Kit_London so please check them out!) I really do appreciate it, since normally my issue really is not going off on a tangent in my fics. X3;
Uhh, I think that's all for now! I may update this is I remember anything else... XD
Ciao~ xoxo <3
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2-sickness sucks D : and you know very well like myself som3etimes people can be really rude and just cough in your face.. sometimes.. it's accidental. but other times people are just rude. and now because of this. you don't get a chance for any fun. though resting is what you need. you shoulden't start work full time. for now ask them if you can be part time for about two weeks and then after that you can do full time. you really need to work your way up there. Pokemon D : . does this mean Dabombxide will be the leader/coordinaator? if not her. who else is around for the job? also!! fur is being sent either today or tomorrow : D!!( just wanted to put that in there)
i'm so glad you're going to get a better job for the summer : } <3 really proud of you. I wish i could be a secretary or something somewhere. but i think i need to go through a course first. ANYWHO.
3-sorta.. lol YOu kNOW! you can always lean on me! and i know vice versa! so thank you for being an awesome friend and letting me vent to you when i just can't seem to think straight. you're a real pal and i appreciate that!
you always get bettwe with your art by the way! which i'm so proud of you for aswell! you never give up and you're always willing to try something new! now if only we could Get amanda to feel the same way about her art X D.
I never read about your role plays : D! not cause i don't care but because i don't care LOL j/k. lets talk about them sometime when we're in person!! so yesss?W?!! you having an awesome dayy?
2-sickness sucks D : and you know very well like myself som3etimes people can be really rude and just cough in your face.. sometimes.. it's accidental. but other times people are just rude. and now because of this. you don't get a chance for any fun. though resting is what you need. you shoulden't start work full time. for now ask them if you can be part time for about two weeks and then after that you can do full time. you really need to work your way up there. Pokemon D : . does this mean Dabombxide will be the leader/coordinaator? if not her. who else is around for the job? also!! fur is being sent either today or tomorrow : D!!( just wanted to put that in there)
i'm so glad you're going to get a better job for the summer : } <3 really proud of you. I wish i could be a secretary or something somewhere. but i think i need to go through a course first. ANYWHO.
3-sorta.. lol YOu kNOW! you can always lean on me! and i know vice versa! so thank you for being an awesome friend and letting me vent to you when i just can't seem to think straight. you're a real pal and i appreciate that!
you always get bettwe with your art by the way! which i'm so proud of you for aswell! you never give up and you're always willing to try something new! now if only we could Get amanda to feel the same way about her art X D.
I never read about your role plays : D! not cause i don't care but because i don't care LOL j/k. lets talk about them sometime when we're in person!! so yesss?W?!! you having an awesome dayy?
Nooo, not me but we were complaining about those who update their journals like, 36213 times a day with memes and stuff XDD
I don't think they all meant it, but if you already have a cold, I think you should bring around a tissue to cover your nose and mouth a bit, at least that's what I do! I'm only gonna take 2-3 shifts a week until the first week of June, then I'm gonna quit! And as for the Pokemon thing, Kalya (The Ash from Sci Fi) and Hokage/Hakoge will be going, so no worries to Xide about having to run the show! X3
You don't need to really have experience for what I'm doing, you should look around on the Government site and see if you can find somewhere nearby that's hiring. You'd only have to work July and August, and you make LOTS of money! It is 10 work weeks, but you usually only work like, 9-4 or 9-5, it's all easy hours! <3
And thank you too, it sounds cheesy or whatever but I really do appreciate you! I should voice it more often, and I need to get over my issues with that 4-letter word XD Tho you know I do err, lurve was it? you so yeah! Thank you for the compliments <33 I don't even see why Amanda doensn't have more confidence in her work, it's great!! <333
I don't really post my roleplays anywhere, but if you're ever interested, just let me know! XD
And just so you know, I'm feeling a lot better then I was, I think I was depressed from just being so sore and worn out!
that four letter word can be backwords sometimes. and in a mirror it can spell the opposite four letter word! D : .
just kidding : D unless a girl puts it on her shirt.. anyways. you'll have to see that pic some other time. yes i'm being random. <3 Lurve is good too. I think Lurve should be tossed around more often! but perhaps.. perhapps the 4 letter word could be used less. then it's important and shows it truthfully.
though i really do L0>3 alot of things. anyways. look at me converting to Ajay lol. Now you got me not being able to say that word.. it's just a word though.. just a word. the feeling is the true meaning of the letters.