You know something folks? I think I'm jealous of my OC Stuffy. I'm jealous of her drive, her self-confidence in her skills and determination to get what she wants in life. Villain or no; what that girl wants, she's willing to bring the sky crashing down to make it happen. In fact, I think the villain aspect hightens it, because she truly has no one but herself to please and think about. Sure, she has tough customers, but again, it's all dependant on her and how she can handle the situation. That's not to say she doesn't hit lows, of course she does, both with and without her magic, the gal can have moments, but she picks herself up and charges on. As the New Year begins, I realize I want to be more like her.
(Perhaps minus the more cruel and unjust parts of her)

Does thinking this make me lesser, or is this the aspirational affects that even a villain character can have on a reader/writer?