I’m going to be taking a pause from this whole thing, as being a creative and such. I don’t like being open about my mental health but these last few months has been the worst of it. I’m not comfortable to share and after I broke down to a client about things during a the lowest point I’ve been. I realized I’ve been frozen for so long and too burnt out to realize I’ve completely been destroyed mentally. I need serious help… like really horribly so… so I’m going to take time to get some.

I just wanted to say thank you to everyone for their kindness even when I’ve been pretty unresponsive towards living life and doing my craft. And thanks to all those who enjoy what I create and what I do share when I do.

For those I’ve disappointed for not being fully together or having abandoned projects due to my mental state, I’m deeply sorry, I’ve always wanted to bring joy to people with my craft and having to deny or being unable to finish things people due to my mental instability has been completely heart breaking for me. It’s completely affected me morally and has left me jaded about myself, that’s not anyone’s fault, I’ve set things high for myself and I tend to pride myself in my work but it’s been really rough with my head fighting me.

I’ll see you guys later, thank you again.