The loss of a friend is a truly dreadful experience... Your whole world feels like it's turned upside down as you fight to get a grip on the whirlpool of emotions running rampant within.

The loss of  Creature_Unknown is a truly dreadful one...one that has left my mind spiraling as it grasps the reality of it all. The fear of being taken away without a trace like He was... and questions regarding the value of my own life.

If I were to just disappear as he did, would anyone know? Would anyone care?

Seeing as I've no one left to talk to, with everyone wallowing in their own grief, I'm left alone to my own thoughts... I grow increasingly sick of both what happened to my friend...and sick of myself.

We will always remember you, Jacob, for everything you've done for us.

I just wish I could say the same for myself, should I meet the same fate...




I think it's best that I disappear on my own terms for a while. Let myself grieve and cope with the loss...and try...try to recollect myself. He wouldn't want to see me crushing myself like this.

I dunno when I'll return...but for now...

This is goodbye.