I have decided
3 years ago
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Heya, Alex Blastfire here!
I've decided to stop drawing my ocs and cancel my comic project Alex and Serbian for good
I just realized that everything I did with them has been nothing but one mistake after the other and learned nothing from it
I'll just focus on fanarts and completely bury every single Oc I ever created deep under ground and give up entirely on my stupid dreams of ever becoming a comic artist or character designer, I was just never fit for that position and I was good, yes. But just not good enough...
I'm sorry...
I just realized that everything I did with them has been nothing but one mistake after the other and learned nothing from it
I'll just focus on fanarts and completely bury every single Oc I ever created deep under ground and give up entirely on my stupid dreams of ever becoming a comic artist or character designer, I was just never fit for that position and I was good, yes. But just not good enough...
I'm sorry...
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I've wanted to be a comic artist since I was 7. 30 years later, I can't focus my time/effort for shit and I can barely make any "art" at all.
long story short, I was told that it was good but just not good enough to compete with the rest of the more experienced artists out there and that I needed to practice WAY more than I already did which felt demoralizing to do so many years of backtracking