Good bye, Farewell...
16 years ago
General
Ok... so, it has been brought to my attention that I am just not someone anyone wants to be around...
Not that anyone cares or will even bother to read this...
I decided I am done... there is nothing more I can do... noone excepts me for me... and noone will ever bother trying to be there for me...
for those who claim to be my friends, but do nothing to even make an effort to contact me... farewell... I've been through hell as of late, and you have not been there... All I ever asked was to be an ear to listen, or a shoulder to cry on...
To the friend put in the middle... I'm sorry you had to be my friend, while others question how you can be friends with me after what I did.... I still know not what I did, nor shall I ever... so for your sake, I am making the decision easy on you... farewell... I hope that someday our paths cross again... but who knows...
To anyone else, who has no clue what this is about... well... be honest, we don't talk much anyways... should you wanna stop watching me, feel free... I haven't done anytinglately... have no desire or intent to do anything soon, and will probably strip down all that is already up...
Its easier this way... I'm better off in the end...
Not that anyone cares or will even bother to read this...
I decided I am done... there is nothing more I can do... noone excepts me for me... and noone will ever bother trying to be there for me...
for those who claim to be my friends, but do nothing to even make an effort to contact me... farewell... I've been through hell as of late, and you have not been there... All I ever asked was to be an ear to listen, or a shoulder to cry on...
To the friend put in the middle... I'm sorry you had to be my friend, while others question how you can be friends with me after what I did.... I still know not what I did, nor shall I ever... so for your sake, I am making the decision easy on you... farewell... I hope that someday our paths cross again... but who knows...
To anyone else, who has no clue what this is about... well... be honest, we don't talk much anyways... should you wanna stop watching me, feel free... I haven't done anytinglately... have no desire or intent to do anything soon, and will probably strip down all that is already up...
Its easier this way... I'm better off in the end...
Spike_Roughn
~spikeroughn
AWWW NOOOO! Dont take my lack of active page parusing as me not caring. I care and I dont know how to contact you while im here besides here so don't leave!
SilkWing
~silkwing
OP
I'm sticking about for a bit... just hitting a bit of a rough patch... and slowly losing my mind...
Spike_Roughn
~spikeroughn
thas not good.
SilkWing
~silkwing
OP
When you comin' home again?
Spike_Roughn
~spikeroughn
March for a week.
SilkWing
~silkwing
OP
sweet, 315 363 0845, call me when ya get home... or come down the road and knock on the door... unless you hear screaming and moaning...
Spike_Roughn
~spikeroughn
Meh either way I suspect me kicking in the door and pouncing but thats the sort of thing i do.
SilkWing
~silkwing
OP
lol, well, Monica may have a problem with that, lol
Spike_Roughn
~spikeroughn
Monica? Wait like as in Steve's Monica or a diff Monica? And besides who can refuse theh ultimate sexxeh wolfeh Spike hmm?
SilkWing
~silkwing
OP
LOL, Yah, Steve's Monica... she is my Girlfriend and lives with me, lol... has been since the LAST TIME you were home, lmao.
Spike_Roughn
~spikeroughn
Oh... Ahh how my memory fails. But Hark what light through yonder window breaks. It is the east and ignorance is my sun. Or some other shakespearan qoute twisted into somehow mocking my lack of knowledge.
SilkWing
~silkwing
OP
lol... yah.. its all good... my memory is goin' too... fadin' fast...
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