Frustrated, Depressed and Anxiety is bad.....on top of not feeling well for over a week thanks to allergies. Sadly cannot take anything that works all that well for allergies as my anxiety meds shot my blood pressure through the roof. So any kind of decongestant that would help me feel normal (stop throwing up from constant draining, my scratchy throat, my headaches and etc.) I cannot take. Then you have a job where I do not know day in day out if I will be working and if working if I will even get enough hours to pay for gas to get there and home. Then you have the stuff at home. Now on top of all of that you have what conservatives are doing in the supreme courts and such. First Roe V Wade and next will be Gay Marriages and such. I'm so sick of this. I vote independent now as not a huge fan of some of the democrat stuff either. But right now democrats are the lesser of two Evils.

Needless to say all of this has made me super depressed and my anxiety is very bad even with my meds. Right now I feel like a horse with a broken leg....just waiting for someone to put me out of my misery. ARGH!!!!

Getting to the point where I hate this country.....which is sad as used to love it.

Just venting as need to get it out before I explode or do something stupid!

*Excuse me going to go bang my head against the basement cement wall for a bit.....*