yeah,yesterday is sh*t. Why i say that? cos,i have some WIP art about Joey and venicles ideas. but,i can't finished,caused by love problem, at this week. idk,usual i almost never disturb by f**k things like that. maybe,affect my age had reached maturity and puberty. also, i have mental issues so that i need love for my life. geez,unlucky day i get after around 3 years relationship with him,my partner be discovered cheated me. that is make me frustated,anxiety,stomach ache and breathless until i fail to finished my art. I've only slept 2 hours then crying at 3.28 AM-4.00 AM (previously,first crying happen at 8.00 pm-11.00 pm). it's so painful. he always ask for helped to me to his any life/family problem. the main thing is, i always helped and make kindness to him. but,why...he finally exploit me just object.

ah... i can't say anything about him because of deep disappointed to him. o ya,i ever command me to dispose my aviation like magazine and forbid me to bought aviation diecast. his reason say to me like that,cos i'm poorman and wasteful. so, inappropriate to bought my favorite. wft...i never use all my money for my hobbies. i always saving my money before bought my hobbies. even,he command me to get rif of my beloved iguana cos my iguana is useless and waste my money. he also hated another animal. fyi, if i never keep iguana, i never make this page. i must have died long ago caused suicide. iguana helping me to reduce my mental health issues and manage my emotional. all animals mainly lizard and cat is part my life and can reduce stress. what evil he said. huh....God,i never believe You set me up with trashman

okay guys...enough here. sorry to my long life problem story. i can't hold all. it's soooo disturb me to draw Joey if im not tell about this.

you all just pray to me,so that to get another partner more better and careful...


thank you for read my problem