I was thinking earlier last night (this morning?) about how when I was in school I struggled in class when I was younger. Well, I guess it wasn't so much as struggled, as much as, didn't give 2 shits about whatever it was. If I wasn't interested, I shut down for the most part, still paying enough attention to answer in case a teacher puts me on the spot.

However, as I went into Academic Upgrading back in 2017, I found myself struggling a lot, even though they were the same classes I took in High School, for the most part. It wasn't like my provinces HS curriculum had changed any, it was only 2.5yrs since I dropped out. That's right your girl is a high school dropout

I found lessons hard to follow, had trouble tuning in, so to speak, and couldn't keep up at the best of times, to the point of trying again the very next semester, and found my stride and really went off, getting A's in just about everything, even with assignments I had bullshit.

I like learning new things, and I like learning in general, but school, in general, was a struggle, even when you discount my dysgraphia though that sure as hell didn't help any.

I'm gonna try to get a test done before I move to BC, though it might be better to just wait, but I don't want to wait, and potentially get fired in the process and get left in the dust.

I don't know if it's ADHD or something else, but whatever it is, I need to get it checked out